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May mga nagtatanong kung ano daw nagustuhan ko sa kanya, hindi naman daw gwapo? First of all. Sasagutin ko yan ng “King ina nyo”, pangalawa “pakialam nyo ba?”, pangatlo “pogi/maganda ka?”. Minsan nakakaooffend din ‘pag kinukwestiyon ako tungkol don, tuloy pati iba natatawa. Hindi dahil parang napapahiya ako or kung anuman. Nakakaoffend para sa kanya, kasi nananahimik sya, at wala syang pakialam sa inyo Ano naman sa inyo, di ba? Kayo ba girlfriend haha. Tsaka quits lang, di rin naman ako maganda. Ako pa nga ang swerte sa kanya, kung alam nyo lang. Basta para sa akin, sya ang pinakagwapo, hindi lang physically pero pati sa ugali. Naka jackpot prize po ako!
P.s. Pakialaman nyo buhay nyo, okay? God bless!
August 21, 2017
Dahil holiday ngayon, syempre time na naman para maglumandi haha. So ayun, we watched Patay na si Hesus, at ang ganda ng movie grabe. Nakakalungkot lang din kasi konti lang yung nanood, dahil mas pinilahan yung mas sikat. Bakit ganon mga tao? Porke’t sikat at trending, yun ang panonoorin? Try nyo po panoorin yung ibang entry. Gaganda. After naming manood, kain lang sa Jollibee. Yieee namiss kong kumain sa Jollibee kasama sya. 2 years na yata from now since nung last time na nag jollibee kami at sa walter sta. maria pa yun. Ang saya lang, kasi bihira lang talaga kaming makaalis. San rafael and sta. Maria naman kasi. Distance din.
Syempre, kahit busy, sa school, sa bahay, kailangan pa rin magka time sa boyfriend/girlfriend. Di natin sila pwedeng iset aside dahil alam natin na naiintindihan nila tayo. Oo, pwedeng naiintindihan nga nila tayo, pero baka dumating sa point na masanay na sila or magsawa. Kailangan din kasi ng time and communication ng isang relationship bukod sa loyalty and honesty. Yun lang. Share lang
Biochem article project
So ito guys, di ako makapaniwala hanggang ngayon na kasama sa top 5 yung article ko. Kasi para sa akin, nonsense yung mga sinasabi ko don haha. Di talaga ako magaling sa creative writing, promise! Mas gusto ko pa mag layout kahit na MS Word lang gamit ko kaysa magsulat haha! I chose to share this kahit na medyo confidential yung ibang part. Pero bakit naman ako mahihiya sa bagay na totoo naman, di ba? And for health purposes naman yun eh. And I don’t even need to explain haha.
Story behind my article? About the hugots? Wala lang yun haha. Kahit nga mga kaibigan ko, nagtataka sila na ang saya naman ng lovelife ko pero kung makahugot ako akala mo naman nasaktan na haha. Kailangan ba munang masaktan para matutong humugot? Di ba?
At isa pa, akala ko talaga, nung una, pangit article ko kasi nag post yung prof ko ng “Laughtrip! Graciel Legados is that really a blog?” eh nabasa ko sya ng kagigising ko pa lang at sobrang pagod dahil napuyat ako sa paggawa and may check up pa ako nang araw na yun, kaya ayun, kinabahan ko sabay chat sa prof ko. Tinanong ko si sir kung mali ba or dapat ko bang baguhin blog ko. Kasi nga akala ko parang tingin ni sir na di ko sineryoso yung project. Yun pala, na misunderstood ko lang. Tinatanong nya lang pala kung totoong blog ko daw pala yun haha. Pero hindi, itong tumblr lang naman ang blog ko haha.
Share lang. Sobrang naoverwhelm kasi ako eh. I didn’t post this to brag. Sobrang natuwa lang talaga ako. Yun lang! Thank you for reading this nonsense post of mine! Have a nice day!
- Lately, dahil sa health condition ko, madalas, I feel anxious. Anxiety talaga siya bes. Minsan di ako makatulog dahil kaiisip ko kung may sakit ba ako or wala. Madalas, sobrang peaceful ng tulog ko, then suddenly, magigising na lang ako. Madalas nga, tatawagan ko pa si Bryan para lang iyakan ko, kahit madaling araw pa yan haha. Kaya naman, thank you Bryan!
- These past few weeks, sobrang busy namin from schoolworks, especially sa thesis kasi kailangan na namin mag data gathering. Para sa CAS Days, kasi mystery booth yung sa group namin at kailangan namin mag film ng video para maipanood sa mga participants at ako pa talaga naassign na leader. Idagdag pa na nagpapacheck up ako.
- Last August 15-16, di ko nasulit yung walang pasok. For 2 days, nagpapacheck up lang ako. Isa na rin yun sa dahilan kung bakit di ako nakapagreview for BioChem plus pagod na ako pag-uwi. Good news kasi napakalala ng mga iniisip kong sakit, minsan nga iniisip ko mamamatay na ako eh haha pero di naman pala. Isa pang good news, magkakaanak ako in time, syempre gusto ko namang maging nanay haha
- This month, twice yata kaming nagkita ni Bryan. Sa date namin na yon, may biglaan at may planado talaga.
So, iyon lang. walang exciting sa buhay ko. Simpleng tao lang po ako at mag-aaral haha.
reminder to:
- straighten your back
- go pee goddAMN IT STOP HOLDING IT
- go take your meds if you need to
- drink some water
- go get a snack if you havent eaten in a while
- maybe wander around the house/stretch a little if you’ve been sat at the computer a while (artists especially: sTRETCH THOSE WRISTS)
- reply to that text/message from earlier you’d forgotten about
- maybe send a nice lil message to someone having a bad day?
(via peachisty)
Photo grabbed from Pinterest
This coming week, August 14-18, I need to finish all these. Grabe, ang stressful. Akala ko walang mas titindi pa sa 3rd year life, dahil magkasunod na experimental research then thesis 1, yun pala, matindi rin yung 4th year. Plus ang daming gawain. Idagdag pa yung sobrang daming echos ng Biochem at sobrang daming gastusin. Org shirts pa more! Until now, wala pa akong nasisimulan hahaha.
The Sunday Currently | Volume 5
Reading blog posts from a new follower. I really love her blog, it has very informative content. I’m very flattered to be followed by a creative blogger.
Writing this entry for my sunday currently. Been a long time since the last time I posted for this entry. And, somehow, missed this.
Thinking on how I will be able to finish all the requirements needed for this week
Wearing a white sando and a pantylet. So lazy and it’s so hot to wear a decent clothes haha.
Loving my bf haha
Wanting to see my boyfriend because I miss him so muchhh! Eventhough it’s only been 3 days since the last time we saw each other.
Needing a new best camera phone, because IG is life.
Feeling depressed. Not overreacting. Believe me or not.
Photo from: Comp FightAnxiety isn’t just having a hard time catching your breath. Anxiety is waking up at 3 am from a dead sleep because your heart is racing. Anxiety is breaking out in a rash for no reason. Anxiety is stressing over things that may or my not be real. Anxiety is questioning your faith, how could my creator allow me to feel this way!? Anxiety is calling your sister 3 hours before she gets up for work, in hopes she’ll answer so you can get your mind off the attack. Anxiety is a 2 am shower. Anxiety is your mood changing in a matter of minutes. Anxiety is uncontrollable shaking and twitching. Anxiety is crying, real and painful tears. Anxiety is nausea. Anxiety is crippling. Anxiety is dark. Anxiety is having to make up excuse after excuse for your behavior. Anxiety is fear. Anxiety is worry. Anxiety is physically and emotionally draining. Anxiety is raw. Anxiety is real. Anxiety is a fight with your spouse, even though you’re not mad. Anxiety is snapping at the smallest annoyance. Anxiety is flashbacks. Anxiety is “what if.” Anxiety is a lot of “what’s wrong” and “I don’t know.”
Your feelings matter. Just because you’re bothered by something others aren’t, it doesn’t make you crazy or worthless. Some of the most successful people in life have anxiety. This is not your fault. This is not the end. You are strong. You are intelligent. You are brave. You are worthy.
If you ever need someone to talk to, please don’t hesitate to reach out. I’ll never ever be upset if you make me your 2 am phone call.
❞Medyo nasstress na talaga ako. Yung sa booth, ako inassign na leader ng mga kaibigan ko. Ayoko talaga kasi nga alam kong di ko kaya kaya iba tinuturo ko. Kaso majority wins. Edi ako pa rin. Nahihiya lang akong tumanggi kaya kinuha ko na. Siguro yun pagkakamali ko, yung bihira lang talaga akong tumanggi. Medyo nakakastress kasi ayaw makicooperate nung iba. Seen lang, ganern. Alam naman nila present condition ko plus madaming dapat gawin. Okay lang sana kung di ganito pakiramdam ko, ang iisipin ko lang yung marami akong gagawin. Pero yung madami ka na ngang gagawin tapos may nararamdaman ka pa, grabeeee. Medyo nakakastress pala pag ikaw lang yung hinahayaan nilang mag-isip or gumawa. Pero di ako galit. Share lang haha